i really fucking hate it.. i should appreciate what i have .. but i cant with all thats been taken away from me. i hate people in this world. i hate when people get everything handed to them, mommy and daddy get them whatver the fuck they want.. when i work hard for the things i own, i bought everything i have with my own money.. and i cant appreicate it cause i have to support my mother.. its not fair and im sick of it. i want my dad here, i want my moms dirtbag husband to leave. i cant afford to keep paying for two people for everything, how do you get married to a man who wont even help you? why is it that i pay for your gas, help you with groceries, and when i ask for one simple thing, i get screamed at saying im selfish? i get taken advantage of all the time and im sick of it.
